JIAJIA ;

2011-04-27T20:21:00.001+08:00

Believing your kindness is like believing Macdonald's is a health food.

Watching you act cute is like watching your dog eating its own poop.

You annoying piece of sh*t.

I hate what you do and I hate your whole crew

2011-03-02T21:57:00.003+08:00

Our Love Story

22nd April 2010;
The first day we saw each other.
You're interested in me, I know, I can feel it.
Your hair is so long, I was joking to my friend that you are a girl.

A few days later you added me in Facebook.
You asked if I was from your sec school cos I know a friend from your sec school.
I said no and we began chatting.
Mum ask me to shutdown my com, i thought it would be rude to just say gtg.
I left my no. and told u to sms me if there's anything.
Then on, we started chatting thru sms.
Feelings multiply as fast as any love can be.
I remembered it was Thursday, we asked each other about catching the movie date night tgt.
Honestly I wanted you to talk to me, but we're both too shy to make a move.
My friends saw your Facebook and told me you're cute.
They began to tease me when they saw your face appearing in my message and called you.
It was funny cos I din't know you could tease them back too.
From that moment I just felt like everything was so nice :)

24th April 2010;
We met up for the movie.
I remembered me having a hard time picking on which clothes to wear.
We met at Hougang Mall before going The cathay for the movie.
I remembered how awkward it is, you wearing casual and me wearing rather formal :)
I bought my monster trucker hat from Hougang and we proceeded.
I remembered you not talking much. You must be really shy.
We headed to Starbucks to wait for our movie time while sipping our coffee.
There's something bout us, it just seems like we've known each other for a very long time.
I remembered that you keep looking at your Iphone instead of me, I was like thinking... Ahyo why this guy keep using his phone when he's with me! Bad boy, gonna change this bad habit of his! *hehehe*
Perhaps you're just shy
The movie was hilarious. I kissed you on the lips and you're surprised.
How cute :)

As the days went on, we became unbreakable.
We see each other almost everyday Without getting bored of each other.
I was happy. I always wanted a guy who wishes to see me everyday and I could be with him almost everyday.
I mean this is every girls dream, i supposed.

1 monthsary, I gave you a mouse, which you wanted so much.
You were surprised. I hope you're happy, well i guess so.
You're cute, you made me a love letter.
Although it was simple but I love it so much. Kinda touched.
Afterwards we began to give each other monthsary presents.
We found out that giving presents months and months not only makes us both run out of cash, but also ideas.
We agreed that after 1 year we will buy anniversary presents instead. :) How cute we used to be.

We began to quarrel a little over some small stuffs.
Maybe cos my expectations for you was too high.
You're different, thats how I used to not know.

After all the counting months, all the small quarrels din't meant any much to us already.
This seems good as we do not quarrel as much.
But when we quarrel, it will be a big fight.

Even though of every fights, whether its my wrong or right, we both will always be soft-hearted and be as loving again.
That is because we know we cant live without each other's existance.
This is love, and we're truly madly deeply in love with each other.
Slowly I din't even think bout me changing your flaws, but just truly hope you'll change for me.
I don't mind doing extra work for you.
I even forgave you time to time after our huge fight. I just want to love you and be happy tgt with you
I know you love me and felt the same way too.
We're just different from other couples. We're just different and our love is so strong.

More and more bad things happen. Perhaps we're not destined to meet and be tgt.
Each time I said I wanna go, but I couldn't make myself leave that door.
Each time I will be soft-hearted again and forgive you.

2nd March 2010, Wednesday

This time I really have to go.
I know you don't mean to hurt me, but it must come to an end.
I know its hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.
Memories are the ones which are haunting us.
But i know we'll gonna make it thru someday.

Malau, I loved you.
Thanks for the sweet memories you've given me.
We'll both find someone better.
Take good care of your mama. She's a very strong person but still needs you to love and care for her.
Someday we'll find ourselves silly to be crying over everything :')

Once your true love,
Malau.

2011-02-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

19:00, 13February2011

Sunday

Is this really the end?

I once loved him so much.

I'm all mentally and physically shagged right now.

I don't know what to do.

I need you, I love you..

But if this continues, I will die from these sufferings.

I want a guy who will be patient with me.

I want a guy who loves me more than himself.

I want a guy to be my gentlemen.

I want a guy to give me shelter and protection.

Which one am I having right now?

It's easy for you to give advice to others.

It wont be as easy as you said when love comes to you.

Love really knocks you down. And now it's knocking me hard down and pulling me back up again.

Should I go on and believe to see a change, or just leave for the better?

I really don't know, I'm in a huge dilemma.

I've repeatedly asking myself these questions. From the start of it till the end of it.

They say love is not about changing each other.

So if both can't change each other, does it mean they have to break?

They love each other so much that they have to see each other everyday.

Does it means they can go on?

I'm going insane.

Holding on is not easy, leaving is also difficult.

What should I do?

I hate that I love you so.

I'm begging you for mercy,

Everytime I walk out the door, you'll pull me back.

But what's the point of pulling me back when you are going to make me walk out again?

You said you will change, and that this time it's for real.

Are these truth or lie?

2010-12-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

I've learnt some things through these hard times...

Love, is not about

just "I love you"

just the hugs

just the kisses

just the care

just the concern

just the passion

just the two person.

It's about the reality. And how it kills it all if you can't survive through this.

I don't know how much I can take either.

"Instead of blaming others, why not think about yourself"

I just wanted you to know.

I tried.

These tons of battles I've fought through.

It's really really not easy for me to go through.

Left a scar, it wouldn't heal.

I pretend, that the scars are not there as I continued to fight on.

That is just because I want you to know I love you but I don't want myself to get hurt again.

Every single thing I do is for you.

Every single tear I shed is my weakness, I know.

But every tear tells me to give up, but when I wipe these tears I'm pretending to be strong again.

I pray to God for you, I shed tears for you, I think for you, I care for you..

Everything is just because I love you so much, so deeply.

All I want is simple, peaceful days with you.

God, am I asking for too much?

Still I realise some things.

Often you think that you are currently having a hardest time of your life.

But as you go on with your life, hard times gets harder and harder and that's why adult say "I Eat salt more than you eat rice" to the youths.

It's indeed true.

I fear, what will happen in the future.

If I've got a chance, I wish that I will have simple loving peaceful days with him, my family and my friends.

My wish wasn't demanding, isn't it?

2010-12-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

I'm really worried about him.

I love him so much.

I care so much about him.

I just want him to be happy.

I know there's somethings I couldn't change,

and sometimes bad things do happen and it happens for a reason..

But I fear.

I don't demand much.

I just want a simple and peaceful life with him, my family and my friends.

Please I beg you God,

even if you couldn't make miracles happen, at least prevent tragedies for happening.

I believe in you God, I know you love me.

Please answer my prayers.

Love,

Yujia

2010-10-31T23:26:00.002+08:00

Nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter..
Cos I LOVE YOU BABY!

I think I'm stuck with you, you the air.. you the air that I breathe every single day!

I wonder, how will it be like 2years from now, probably we'll be in a different college.. I wont be seeing you that often...
HOW? ._.

you are to be responsible now Alvin Tan, you're my life now.

With Love,
Yujia

2010-08-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

Baby went Hai-nan Island (China) for a week til 24th Aug..

I'VE BEEN MISSING HIM SOOOOO BADLY.
Im not exaggerating it, or just trying to let him happy if he sees this..
But no words can really spell out how much I miss his touch, hugs, love, care and concern..
People will say, it's only a week mah~
To me, a day without him is like a week... SO WHAT's a WEEK? :(
Really you'll never know what you had until it's not there..
Said he'll come back on 24th so we can celebrate our 4th month anniversary ˆˆ

Counting down the days......

Love,
Yujia

2010-07-20T21:30:00.004+08:00

Ten Rules For a Happy Marriage

1~ Never both be angry at the same time.

2~ Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire.

3~ If one of you has to win the argument, let it be your mate.

4~ If you must criticize, do it lovingly.

5~ Never bring up mistakes of the past.

6~ Never go to bed with an argument unsettled.

7~ Neglect the whole world rather than each other.

8~ At least once everyday, say a kind or complimentary word to your life partner

9~ When you have done something wrong, admit it & ask for forgiveness.

10~ Remember it takes two to make a quarrel.

* Advice from a couple who reached their 50th anniversary & successfully made their marriage a promise for life.

2010-07-08T23:46:00.007+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

Before

After

Awwwwwww Such a BIG different hur?
Hahaha
But in my eyes Baby's still as cute
Infact I find him awesome-ly cute in specs :X
*Tho he said that he's rather uncomfortable with his specs on.. .__. *

Kinda miss his long hair tho..
Remember that I can't stop looking at Baby after his haircut..
It's like im dating another guy! Gosh˜
HAHA

School reopened... Many things have changed...
Baby told me before that in school's he's different..
I know...
That's the cause of TOO MANY MINDS...
Mind bout this, mind bout that...
It's always the cause of too many minds.
How I wish that I could go back to the last day of holiday when we were at the beach with a peaceful mind, sitting by each other&appreciate every sec of that moment...

I cant deny the fact that if it's not for Baby, I wouldnt even be bothered to attend someone's bored-to-tears lesson
JAVA is enuf to kill everyone, cant believed I will be seeing him more often from now..
Ohboy! I "love"this :)
Shucks*

I wouldn't forget that wonderful night...
I really really wish that I could go back to the moment again..
That could be for the next holiday to come..
I will be waiting...
I never hate school this much in my entire life before..
Not of the laziness everyone would say, it's bout fcukin interest..
I REALLY MISS my secondary school..

It seems like almost EVERYTHING is so much better there

Another thing is,
People likes to give assumptions to the things they see in their naked eye..

They don't know bout me, they don't know bout him

Don't think of whatever stupid thoughts that is so obviously written on your face

Look in the mirror before talkin bout other people

Hahhhh, saw anything that's any better?

So Shuddup.

Don't wanna sound like a pathetic idiot again..

Updateeeeeee more soon!

Love,
Yujia

2010-06-10T01:42:00.005+08:00

It's really been a long time since I took a photo of myself, only me myself and I.

Did I lose myself?

Maybe cos I put you up there more than myself..
You've becoming a part of me..
Do you see that? Will u ever see that?

I know you're angry today.
I hate it so much when you're pissed with something..
Everytime I tried all my might to cool u down or at least make u feel abit better, I felt like a loser
I cant even do anything to make u feel better..
However, whenever I'm angry or pissed at something, I will always try my best not to show a black face or scold !@#$%ˆ&#$%^ cos i know u hate them.
Did you?
Whenever u're angry I feel like im in the wrong.
Whatever i know u dont like I can change, but will u change for me?

I've been tolerating and trying to understand you ever since I really know you
I know Understanding and Tolerance is the key to almost everything..
I know you're different so I couldnt compare
But understanding and tolerance has its limit.
I wonder if u ever try understanding me before.

I could do almost anything for you, Could YOU?

Maybe Cos I'm lousy
Yeah, it's just me being Lousy..

I'm tired. I don't know, I really don't know Humans..
Sometimes things can be as easy as it can be, but humans always make things seems so compliment
Forget it. Take my photo off the wall if it just wont sing for u.

School is driving me nuts too.
Just sometimes I wonder why did i end up there.
I'm not slacking or being lazy.
My interest's not there, It's really hard to put my heart into it.
Alien languages. I'm hoping for that particular day to come when I can really understand IT.

Alrights, I dont wanna act like a retard here anymore.

I WANNA GET MYSELF BACK.

2010-05-30T21:01:00.012+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

Just came back from Batam trip!
I sure have MANY MANY MANY photos to UPLOAD!
PT-bf has problems receiving my photos all at one shot, plus I don't have a sony ericsson cable
THIS IS GETTIN' ME SOOO IMPATIENT! ˜.˜
Guess the only way is to use Baby's lappy to upload lo :(
Will try to upoad REAL SOON okay? ˆˆ

Actually Batam trip was 3D2N, then parents decided to book for only 2D1N..
But actually the same luhs, came back around 9 plus ytd so its the same..
Haha
I'm planning the whole time on my way back on how to surprise Baby (told him I'm going for 3Days)
Back ytd, MISSING HIM TOO UNBEARABLY and finally SMS him
Bluff him that i'm still in Batam but I got "free" reception from the villa x)
HEHEHE~That's pretty lame, where got such free things, but well..
Then told him to get ready by 1 today afternoon to meet him

Reach his house today at 12 plus..
At the door step I msg him again that my travel agent suddenly say we've got no ferry back to SG
So have to stay in one more night!
HAHA he replied with a sad tone den I press his door bell
BABY's so SURPRISEDDDDD!
HAHA! Couldn't forget his million dollar look!
LMAO!

Awww jus miss Baby soooo much that I couldn't feel that I'm home until I've seen him !!
Crazy Baby, this 2 Days chiong maple to level 50
HAHA˜

Went AMK for KIO! :DDD
Head to Marina Square after that for lunch and Movie !
Baby treated Manhattan Fish Market
It's shiiiiiiooooookkk uh˜
Haha˜
Finally had my English Breakfast tea again, I really miss the taste ˆˆ
Muackkks˜

They gave us mentos mentos in their bill! :DDD
Heh˜

We ate for 2 hours and we're sooooo FULL!
Haha first time hear Baby say he's full! HAHA
We're so late for the movie that me and Baby rush for the movie
I look like a tortoise when I was rushin wit my big baggy! HAHA

Not forgetting, I LOVE PUSS WITH HIS INNOCENT WATERY EYES!
WOOOOOOOOTTT˜

End˜

Love,
Yujia

2010-05-28T08:48:00.006+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

I really tink I've missed out alot..
It's really hard to balance life sometimes.
Recently I couldnt help but feel my life became really different, it's like I've missed out many things in my life.
I'm sorry and I apologise for all the time I couldnt spend and do much for my dearest frens out there..

Deep from my heart, I wanna say I really miss you guys..

Sometimes I wish you could express more of your love to me Your split personalites is killing me sometimes. I know being someone who's so close to u should understand u more than anyone else. But i'm human too, I 'll have mood swings and I err too. I just need ur lil bit of tolerance like how I could always open my heart to you.. I just wish u would know I could do almost anything for you.. You're hot and you're cold.
Btw I fcuk-care Publicity.
Random.
o.o

Yesterday, I received many SMILE-s from strangers. It's been such a long time since I felt the warm feeling of kindness..
One's smile can really enlightens a heart.

Heading for Batam later, See you my friend, my Baby and my Part-time bf MacBook :P

Love,
Yujia

2010-05-26T22:07:00.013+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

It's been such a long tym since i've blogged again! Well, dint have much tho :X
Hehes˜
time
Life's been good actually, just that I've looked too much into the negative side..
I know things had changed so much..
& I do not deny the fact that I REALLY MISS my secondary skool life.
My dear Friends, Teachers and hangouts (:

God made our path cross on 24th April, we've been meeting each other almost everyday ever since that day..
It's like we've been stuck with each other (:
I know at times we will fuss and quarrel over small lil things,..
But Baby, we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
We can fuss and we can fight, as long as everything's alright between us afterwards ♥

Dear Friends,
Many a times I couldn't spend time with you guys, Im sorry bout that..
I really miss you guys and I believed that true friends always have each other in their hearts
To all my dearest friends I'm missing, I love you guys!

That's all for today! I Should blog more often! :DDDD

Love,
Yujia

2010-04-17T13:58:00.006+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Finally got a picture of my first new friend in school...

Wanna see her??

*Drum-rolls*

Here goes......

TAA-DAAAA!!

KANA CHEATED??
LAUGH-OUT-LOUDDDD to yourself in the mirror like SPONGEBOB if you are! xD

Well, she dint like taking photos, too baddd!

Her charactor's somewhat like my Sweetheart Elaine (:
Hah! It's so funny when she said I know her so much in just FOUR DAYS
and yet she knew nothing much bout me! LMAO!
Guess some things take time uh (:
Hehe~

Moving on..
Went PASTAMANIA @ Tampinese for lunch
The first time I raise my courage to try PESTO!
It was not as bad as it smells..
In fact, it was AWESOME! :DDD

Tho' it's only been one week, it seems like a year in school already!
I seriously hate the timetable, the timing was sooooo long esp on mondays!
EIGHT TO SIX! *snores*
I hope someone do something bout it, damnnnn!

Seriously these few days I felt I am going crazy!
Guess I wont be myself any sooner!
thanks to FCUKTARDS making my life go round and round.
Some things should have let it go earlier.

I WON'T BELIEVE IN LOVE or whatever ANYMORE, somehow love brings nothing but PAIN.
LET THIS BE MY PERSPECTIVE FROM NOW.

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FCUKCARE!

2010-04-14T16:46:00.005+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

A blink of an eye,Skool started!
Anyway, was posted/studying in Simei ITE Business Info System (BIS)
The skool was awesomely HUGE! Remembered getting lost a few times :S
LMAO!

Today's the last day of Orientation, it's sooo BORINGGG!
Had a feeling like a Sec One student going to a new Secondary skool on the first day..
Haha it's been a long tym, about 5 years, since I had that feeling!

I was rather upset bout the CCA, cos there's NO INLINE/ICE-SKATING!
Now I am still wondering what to join :\

Met a primary skool friend today, she was also in BIS(Business Info Sys)
Except she's in another class..
I CAN HARDLY RECOGNISE HER!
Damnn she has changed sooooo muchhh!

After that went Tampinese ITE to find Baocheng
That guy still as BHB luhs, can't stand him! HAHA!
Met Mingzhe and Huiqi and got on the bus home together (:

Anyway, I MISS MY SECONDARY SKOOL LIFE! But given a choice I wont be going back :X
Lesson starting tommorow, it's gonna be a longgggg 9-6PM skool hours!
Gonna be damn SHAG!

Alrights, will try to update real often okay :DD

P.S. : I MISS ALL MY DARLING-s SO MUCH! );

2010-03-19T22:08:00.006+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~ ت

Mum commented I look like a teacher in this photo!
LMAO!

Recently I'm soooo addicted to New Perspective By Panic! @ The Disco,
It's been so long but I had a sudden crush for the lyrics~
Haha~

New Perspective - Panic! @ The Disco

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here~

Woooots~

Words can't bring me down ت

2010-03-15T21:19:00.004+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~!

Life's sooooooo BORINGGGGGG now~
Never work also sian, work also sian..
Perhaps I have to find some more purpose in doing things.

Went cut "mao" with Ela-nie!
That hairdresser di-siao that I got alot of hair (sound wrong)
Felt like "hairless" after cutting, but it feels so much better..
Waited for JieYing and we headed to RP
Maybe I'm just not fated to go RP or something..
The weather's always not right when I'm heading there
Ended up we three sweet sweet share the "ella"~
LOL~
Ela-nie went to work, so I finished my MOS burger!
Dint buy Clam Chowder today lei :\
Headed down to Rivervale Plaza with JieYing
We had so much to talk bout!
It's been so long since I've last seen her too~
(:

Someone wrote this his/her blog

"我最讨厌对我忽冷忽热的人
一点对人最基本的尊重都没有。
我真诚的心也不是长久的。
一旦我决定放弃，我是再也不会回头"

Exactly!

Love,
Me

2010-03-14T17:35:00.001+08:00

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-li-hooooooooooooooooo~!

Having difficulties finding a more suitable blog address so I'll just leave it like that..

Well,
Life's been changing all these while,
Time could really change many things.

I've changed too, I guess.

My weakness is to be too emotional, just a lil too much..
Used to have too many minds, but whats the point?
Nobody give a shyt bout what you think.
It's bout the reality and being human.

Humans are temperate.
Due to circumstances, they'll change.

I remembered that I was looking forward to this long long holidays after Olvls,
Well, everyone was..

I remembered I told myself I wanna get so many things done..

"I wanna learn some weird languages.."
"I wanna buy many many thingssss!"
"I wanna go back to work again!"
"I wanna be DIFFERENT.."

Some were accomplished, some were'nt..
Not long later skool's starting, and life would be different again.

There's some things I grew up to know.
As someone grows older, the painful reality gets to him.
He'll face many kind of pain, disappointment and misery when he started to settle down, ponder a little and finally learn something.

Don't look forward.
For the more you wanted something, the more you will lose it.

Don't give a damn,
Cos nobody does.

Don't say forever.
Cos nothing's for eternity.

Apology if this post sounded really weird and all..
For now,
Just enjoy being Seventeen-going-Eighteen (:

Love,
Me

2009-09-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

Written By The Hands Of God..

As I watched him becoming a fine young man day by day
I miss the lil boy inside him ..
But I know,
I will always love him
For he is one who keeps me breathing
He's part of my life (:

_____________________________________

This also makes me realised that,
Not all things last forever, why bother?

_____________________________________

Prelims are driving me nuts.
I felt something stuck up my throat while doing Maths Preliminary
It's like I'm suffocating

Breathe, just keep breathing.
You must not give-up, for the battle has just begun
____________________

Pushed, just pushed aside whatever's not meant to be.
Leave out all the Rest.

____________________

Anyways, Check This Out!

Oh my, he's sooo CUTE! :D

2009-09-05T18:19:00.000+08:00

Words Cant Bring Me Down.

But sometimes I wonder...
what is trust..?

_________________________________

Teachers' Day 2009

Ms Robert

>>>

@Pastamania, Hougang

Chicken Bolognese Maccheroni!

Not forgetting our Favourite Pasley Game!
With the use of 终极密码! :DD

Haha~ we are all hoping for Ahneh to kana
But she somehow escaped it for so many times
& then finally ...

wahaha~
Anyways, thanks Loh Man Yeong too!

& we had a fun fun day! :D

>>>

In School

We've got our Class tees!

I like this picture, we both looked like we're going for a battle!
Woots!

Tai-Ji Session!

5a1's ready for the battle!

Adeline Cute~!
Aww.. i miss her so much! :D

Awww.. I certainly miss my long fringe :\

Lastly,

A Big 'Thank-you' to all lovable teachers in Hougang Secondary..
We ♥ You Teachers! :D

2009-08-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

" To err is nature
To rectify is glory.. "

Perservere.
"For it will soon be a brighter day.."

It's amazing how fast time flies..
A blink of eye & it's already

... "August!?"
& I really wonder if I'm really prepared for my O's
:S

Okay okay, back on topic..

Anyway, Bought a non-fiction novel on Sat

>>>

After reading the previous novel titled "Shame",
I totally fell in love with non-fiction novels (:

>>>

I've got plenty to blog about,
But it'll all be post up after my Olvl
For now, I may not be bloggin' as frequent..
But my blog will never be dead (:

In the world, millions of people can despise you.
But there's only one person who can determine who you really are..
& the person is "You" ..

2009-08-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

To Where You Are ...

For it goes down, & touches a heart ...

______________________________

It's really been some time since I've last blogged
Well, blogger's having some techical problem
Just so you know..
My Blog's ALIVE! :DD

National Day Celebration 2oo9

Little Misses & Mr Men!

& Not forgetting our beloved Five a one...
(:

2009-07-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요!
Ahn Neyong Ha Seyo!

Life ...

is like a ferris wheel...

It's full of Up-s & Down-s ...

_______

Recently I've got too many minds.
mind about this, mind about that ..
Guess I should care less

& perhaps stop bothering about other things and people

In other words..

There will always be an answer to everything..
Let them be..

Picture taken : eHub!

2009-07-19T17:29:00.001+08:00

안녕하세요!
Ahn Neyong Ha Seyo!

It's been so long since I've last blogged about my own business! :O
A brief one of everything, shall we ...?

_____________

Outing @ Palawan Beach!
180609

> It's a beautiful Thursday! :DDD

_____________

Dental Appointment !

omggg,dont remind me of this incident!
This gum problem caused me to have no choice but to go to the dentist,
So silly of me to even ask the dentist will the process be painful :\
" Of cos it will luh, duh~ "
Still, lucky the dentist is a kind man
Comforted me that it wasnt that pain
& gave me "warnings" of parts which was painful..
..well at least he has charming eyes ..
" weee-u-weeet! " :X
hohoho!

Well I know these photos are CMI,
but its me trying to emphasis my "White & shining teeth"
"Say Cheeeze!"

anyway,watched Harry Potter(The Half-Blood Prince) yesterday!
ohmy,i never know the ticket's so difficult to buy!
Lucky my fren booked online!
Hehe!
Envy me!(just joking)
>:)

shall blogged with photos next tym! :DD

Continue ...

2009-07-13T16:38:00.001+08:00

안녕하세요!
Ahn Neyong Ha Seyo!

Going back to the Retro 60-80's..

"King Of Pop"
Michael Jackson

Lovin' It :
Billie Jeans
Beat It
Smooth Criminal etc...

(1958-2009, R.I.P Michael Jackson)

"The Fab Four"
The Beatles (1960–1970)
John Lennon, Paul McCartney,George Harrison, Ringo Starr

Lovin' It :
Yesterday
Let It Be
All My Loving, etc...

ABBA (1970–1982)
Agnetha, Björn, Benny, Anni-Frid

Lovin' It :
Dancing Queen
SOS
Hasta Mañana

"King Of Rock'n'Roll"
Elvis Presley (1935-1977)

The Carpenters (1969–1983)
Karen Carpenter & Richard Carpenter

Lovin' It :
Yesterday Once More
Close To You
Top Of The World

______________________

Michael Jackson - Billie Jeans

Ohh i certainly love his moonwalk!

Abba - Hasta Mañana

The Carpenters - Closer To You

" Oldies never die >:) "

2009-06-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요!
Ahn Neyong Ha Seyo!

Movie Outing With Beebee.
120609,Friday

Terminator Salvation.

The sound effect is awesome! :D

Bought the tix & went KFC for Snackers!
>>>

> Thanks passer-by who offer to help us to take this photo (:

> "Wawww!"

> "It's certainely Finger,Lickin' Good!" :D

> Shuai Ge!

Went Tuition after the movie..

> I'm hardworkin' okays? *Ahem!*
x)

& the day ended Short&Sweet! ~♥

---

Anyways,went Bishan not long ago with Ela-nie
Like some typical Singaporean
Went to Kaypo how Circle Line's like :S
Nothing much actually,just that the train n its seats are slightly fatter :X

Me & Ela-nie were sooo HUNGRY!
But we were having such a hard time deciding on what we shd eat
So i ended up with ...
>>>

Bi-Bim-Bap!

Amazingly,ive decided on trying something i've never even tasted before!
Hahs~ Thanks to the korean dramas & as well as ...

Nigahiga

Well,the taste was rather not bad except for the sauce
which i dont really like it :X
But overall it was still okay :DD

> Ela-nie says "小叮当 finally got a GIRLFRIEND!" x)

---
A rather Retro song
as well as my childhood song~
Song for the heartbreaker-s..
(:

心太软

End~

2009-06-15T12:40:00.000+08:00

"讲华语,讲华语!?"

Alright, my post in Chinese sucks big time x)
Back to my ang-mo!

Outing With Grandma.

"&That's puppy love ♥"
The cloud's so cool! :D

>>>

A musuem with olden days collections!

Granny!
She's so cute :X

Kitchen in the past

Bedroom

> This is actually a PILLOW! :O
Made of glass!?.. Ouch!*

>>>

List Of First names

That's mine! >:)

>Tah!That's what i wanted to show Ela-nie! :D

> Guess what's this?

... A Camera! :O
how do you use it!?

>>>

>>>
@ Kopitiam!

>>>

@Bookshop!

> Their "招牌"!

>>>

>My Primary School,Now known as Yangzheng Primary..

>Chinese Immigrant-s

> Opium-Smoking

>Switch! Mummy love this~

>>>
Tailor's Shop!

>Using hot coal to iron clothes!

> So cute!

&Lastly,

The Toilet!

That's Right..
This is for you to poo poo!
>:D

Bathing:

>>>

Proceeded to a really HUGE temple!

& went for a hot yummy porridge! :D

Hoped Granny enjoyed the day! :DD

2009-06-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

爱也好恨也好

Han Ji Hye (Danpung)

She looks so sweet... (:

& Im so addicted to Korean drama-s! :O

2009-06-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

Wisma & Esplanade Outing
Friday, June 05, 2009

Artistic oh~ ?

@Wisma!

Went Wisma for Yuping's no.SIX button!
Then we headed Subway to eat Fresh*~ >:)

>>>

Egg-Mayo'!
Im Lovin' Subway! :DD
* shucks, sorry Macdonald :X

Movinggg On ..

@Esplanade!

>>>

( sweeeet-o! An artistic art of facial expressions! )
Kudos to my photographing skills! x)

>>>

& Lastly,

It's a B-E-A-U-tiful day!

:DD

2009-05-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

幸福.

多少人能真正察觉到 ?

This time im gonna try bloggin' in Chinese
I really didnt know how it will turn out
But yahh,
Thanks to my upcoming Olvl Chinese exam >:)

2009年5月27日; 星期三

好酷吧!
在Sengkang地区一个蛮"无路"的地方 :X
可以搭LRT地铁到"Farmway"地铁站 :DD
哈哈!

这几天天气好热啊!
真令人心情烦躁 :(
偶尔去游泳一下,感觉真不错! :DD
但好笑的是,
我,Ela-nie和Beebee在那儿呆了好几个小时
把皮肤晒得快"chao da"了 :X

接着,
我们到KFC吃大餐! x))
"Shiiookk-a!"
哈哈!
过后
就和Ela-nie一起去剪头发

>>>>

天啊,
我想不认识我的人
应该也不知道我今年十七岁吧! :OO
好象小妹妹啊!~
><"

昨天

啊哈!
我知道eva一定会妒忌的!
"DOMO-KUN!" x))

去Ela-nie家参观一会儿,然后Ela-nie就到我家玩~
因为要等坏蛋的Yuping!

我童年时候的玩具!
我想现在没有卖了吧..

对了
上个星期我去看 "Angel&Demons" 了! :DD

>>>

影响一级棒!

2009-05-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

心静自然凉.

Finally,i've got my ass outta' Restaurant City
& managed to spare a lil bit more time for bloggin'!
LOL~
Isn't that a good news ?

CAREER's DAY 2009 ;

Had had our Intensive Chinese in the morning~
but somehow it became a photo-taking session! >:)

>>>

On the way to Furama Hotel,
Yuping & I enjoyed singing songs for the bus-driver :S
But apparently, we looked like retard-s :X
wahahahaa~

Ohhh~ Ela-nie looked sooo happy! >:DD

hoho~

@Furama Hotel...

"Whoo~ Shiny..." - Victor

Our "Fine" Dining~

"Coffee, Tea, Or Me.. ?"
LMAO~
the waiter was umchio-ing when we joked that we want "me" instead of coffee&tea x))

Our "Lecturer" in the course..

Our "Lecturer" in school.. =="

Sorry uh, no name card for this one :S
wahahaha~ :X

Waner'Stead
Baocheng!

Juneee'STEAD!

Steph!

Class Comedian, Hambali!

A shot of me&evaaa taken by Baocheng..
who claimed that he's a good photographer :O

Movinggg on to Clark Quey after that ...

Well,i know Adam always have the same expression...

>>>

SMILEEEEE! :DDD
hehehe~

We parted our ways with eva when me&Yuping decided to catch
"Night At The Museum II "

The day ended short&swiit~
Thanks everyone for this memorable day! ♥

2009-05-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

Get Gone .

I'm BACK!

xxx

Last Friday; 080509

Went PBJ wit ex-laogong :DD
&& ..

Ate J-Co Donuts! :DD

Caught "X-men Origins : Wolverine" :DD

Victor says "Whooo, Shiny~" xDD

>>>

Another "related" video

By : nigahiga

hahahaha~

Next Movie Stop Ahead : ANGLES & DEMONS

:DD

Continue ...

2009-05-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ochisuite !

" Live Your Life ~ "

xxxxxx

Lately ive been accumulating so many things to the negative (-)
Each time i felt disgruntled abt certain things in life
I'd feel like the whole world has changed into some place like hell
Thankfully, mum told me this ;
" You're just a lil sand from a huge desert..! "

& i was thinking..
Yeahh! wad can i do if the world's changing into some horrible place~?
I'm just a lil sand outta a HUGE desert!
It's killing brain cells outta nothingggg~
Just live my life ~
:DD

Alright, movinggg on ~

Yesterday
010509, Friday

Went out wit Ela-nie to T1 & PBJ
Bought a dress :DD
wooshh~ Finally,love'it!
Thanks ex-laogong, who not only wanted to file a divorce
But also wanna claim my clever son from me!
P.S. - [ We'll meet in court! ]
Hahhh-s ~!

A Kawaii-Japanese Learning Centre's Postcard!

Tempting me to learn Japanese sooo much! );

17 again - Zac Efron

a rather interesting movie by Zac Efron :DD
But actually i think this one's so much better than HSM :X

2009-04-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

Glamour.

Every girl's desire ..

& that these lil things makes my soul beautifully glamourous ..(:

xxx

Alright, moving on..

Today
290409; Monday

blu'berry cravinggggg-s :DD

...

a really cute toy for beebee :DDD

& i wanna buy many many DRESS-ES !
have been online shopping for them..
Oh dear,guess im turning shopoholic sooon!
:OO

2009-04-24T15:07:00.000+08:00

The Voice Within .

" Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly..

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within .. "

240409, Friday

The weather's killinggg me! :OO
i wanna go out so so badly :(
actually doctor gave me MC for today,wasnt feeling all right well today
but i still have to force myself to sku //

terrible, & yet the weather's still the same x((
But still,thanks ela-nie & evaaa and people who wish me well
~♥
:DD
...

>>>

My Cutest Beebee ~♥
He always makes me smileee,
for at least, a true smile.. (:

Hurt&Disppointed everytime
but you never know..
never ever..
& i finally know how much it was meant to be
i know that someday,
When you come back I wont be here
I was longing for this day to come
I wonder..
when will it be..?

2009-04-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

Genki o Dashite !

Kinder hippo!

Thanks evaaa.. (:

170409,Friday
( Happy International Friendship Day! )

early morning gave evaaa her present
& she stared at me in surprise for like a few seconds :XX
LOL, so funny luhh (:

After sku went Bugis with Ela-nie!
No words can describe how much i miss working
(okays,i sounded crazy)
But it's so true :\\

hohoho
(taken by : Ela-nie)
:X

Thanks David..
& as well as other fellow colleagues (:
~ ♥

btw,four new pasta-s were out!
& not forgetting Maccheroni.. ^^

People, must try-out someday uh! :DDD
* ADV!

Then,Ela-nie & i went SHAW to find WanPing
>>>

The day ended short & swiit ~ ♥
Thanks everyoneeee :DD
& Lastly,

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDHIP DAY! :DD

continue ...

2009-04-16T21:13:00.001+08:00

Elegance.

it'll soon be mine.. (:

Dead & Gone ..
i know im young,
but IM NOT AS DUMB AS YOU THINK.
& you know EVERYTHING,stop asking me why,why & WHY as if everything is my wrongdoings.

早知如此何必当初呢 ..
& i have had this enough.
it's pointless,so pointless ..

the above can be ignored
(:

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Why Chris Brown Beat Rihanna
By : Nigahiga :DD

hahas,so lame but Ryan Higa's acting's so good! :X
there are manymany more videos here

@

[ http://www.youtube.com/user/nigahiga?blend=1&ob=4 ]

:DDD

2009-04-12T17:08:00.000+08:00

Bishou [[ 微笑 ]] !

No matter how far things go, remember ..
YOU'RE BEATIFUL ,

& WORDS CANT BRING ME DOWN (:

[[ 100409 - Friday ]]

SWEEEET.. ♥

& if only things were as sweet as this ..

Sitting Back & Reminicsing..
早知如此何必当初呢 ?
So,I've made a simple promise to her
& that i wanna make her someone

Elegant
Independent
Happy
&
GLAMOUROUS.
(;

cos' it will give me happily ever after-s ...

Sayonara :DD

2009-04-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

040409,SATURDAY ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YINGTHONG-mama (:

This picture depicts a scene of a hamster eating her cake !

>>

I can deduce from her facial expression that she is sooo ENJOYING it! :OO
(dedicated to LOW YUPING!) :DD

Outing @ J8 ..

The Staring Incident ...

LMAO!

Departure

a rather touchingggg show ... (:

2009-04-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

Bukit Gombak Hill (:

My Cutest Beebee! hehe ^^

Yuping's House Visit :X

Skyyyy! ^^

continue ....

2009-03-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

21st March 2oo9; Saturday

重出江湖!

爱心餐 By "Honey" !
hehe~ :OO

ontheway home ...

beautiful sunshinee ~
a happy happy workingggg day! ^^

22nd March 2oo9; Sunday

Five a One's CIP @ Marina

♥♥♥

ela-nie! :OO

evaaa (;

The Tai-Tai-s :OO

Esther ahgong ^^

& Lastly ...
Spidey-man!

JieYing,Xiuen plus Yuping's "Eye Candy" 's Artistic work :XX

it looks rather like " Orh Cheh " right =="
it's actually the chopchop-thingy :S
hahaha~

Lunch @ Swenson :DD

Sunshine on the way to tuition~

continue ...

2009-03-19T21:31:00.001+08:00

Yesterday.

雨过天晴 (:

Happy Birthday, Ms Robert (;

Today.

Mr Slacker must NEVER COME BACK !
:OO

Not Anymore - Neyo

This is dedicated to
This, This, This is dedicated to
Mmmmmm, well if your feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicated to you

Verse 1:
Well, Ive been the super girlfriend
Let you think that nothing bother me
Like when you go out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories bout them other girls
Bout this one, and that one, and those three
So when I ask a simple question (Where were you last night?)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me

Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore

Verse 2:
Mmmmm, no more settling for less
Im looking for that kind of man
Thats gonna give his best, cause Im giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to woo me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies

Bridge:
No, No, Noooo (No, No)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all befoe, foe, foe (foe, foe)
Not Anymore lyrics on
Then right where you are just get up

Chorus (2X):
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (walking out the door)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (no, not anymore)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (not no more, not no more, Im gone)
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore (Nooooooooooo)

This is dedicated to(better leave in a day)
This, this, this is dedicated to(wipe the tears from my face)
Mmmmm, well if you feeling like Im feeling, then this is dedicted to you (if you feel me say)

Chorus:
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Cause Ive dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody thatll treat me right
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Somebody say, I dont want it anymore
I dont want it anymore
Because I know my word so you can keep
That drama, I dont want it anymore
Ooooh, oh, oh oh, not anymore

So well dedicated to her (;
& always, every song tells a wonderful story (;

2009-03-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

CAUGHT ON CAMERA !

>>>

" Titanic "

" Outdoor business "
" Super-man "

" Flying-Cat "

& LASTLY ...

" finger, LICKIN GOOD! "

LMAO!

its so damn funny! xDD

hahahahaaa~

okays enough, movinggg on~ :DDD

[[ 14March2oo9 - Saturday ]]

Went Supreme Court for the event " The Living Courthouse " !
hoho~

Judge Zhuang :OO

The End ~

2009-03-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

Marley & Me

Synopsis :

Told in first-person narrative, the book portrays Grogan and his family's life during the thirteen years that they lived with their dog Marley, and the relationships and lessons from this period.

Marley, a yellow Labrador Retriever, is described as a highly strung, boisterous, and somewhat uncontrolled dog. He is strong, powerful, endlessly hungry, eager to be active, and often destructive of their property (but completely without malice). Marley routinely fails to "get the idea" of what humans expect of him and at one point the comment is made that mental illness might be a plausible explanation for his behavior. His acts and behaviors are forgiven, however, since it is clear that he has a heart of gold and is merely living within his nature.

The strong contrast between the problems and tensions caused by his neuroses and behavior, and the undying devotion, love and trust shown towards the human family as they themselves have children and grow up to accept him for what he is, and their grief when he finally dies in old age, form the backdrop for the biographical material of the story.

[[ okays this is for my information ]] (:

so xia suey,cried during the part when Marley's dieing :XX
hahaha~ second show ive cried in cinema :S
i still remember first show ive cried at cinema is 钱不够用II
hahas, then so paiseh.. bt everyone's crying wit me..
so well, nt so bad yahh (:
bt this tym like im the only one who's crying =="

but still heng i didnt watch the "Ten Promises To My Dog" in cinema
sure cannot control de, wait whole cinema flood :XX
( okays,not a very glorious thing to say :S )
wahahaaa~

Things To Do This March Holiday ...

>>>

HOMEWORK
HOMEWORK &
... more HOMEWORK !

+

EXTRA LESSON
LESSONS &
... more LESSONS !

=

HOLIDAY
no HOLIDAY &
... no more HOLIDAY !

:OO

" I did it great today! "

2009-03-12T17:59:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY

Happy Burfday, Xiuqin & Jasline^^

>>>

For living purposes, im not posting the other photo..
wahahahaaaa~ :XX
P.S : elaine, must thank me for this! :XX

TODAY
Finally! kuku me figured out how to put my tagboard bak =="
resize-ed it! hohoo~
THANKS many who helped me!~ ^^

& ...
Played GOLF today!
wooshh~ so fun ^^

So shagggg today :S
elaine & i slept for the whole chinese period,
& the worse thing is..
skool ended & everyone's going home
yet we're still sleeping! :OO
hahaha~
den we woke up at the same time tgt & realised everyone is going home =="
so 巧 right =="

hahaha~
Lastly, Lady Gaga's song makes me feel sooo happyyyy :XX

2009-03-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

雨过天晴彩虹就出现 (:

Thank god for answering my prayers (:
i promised,
& i will never, ee..ever .. break them again :DDDD

hohohohoho~ :X

Unbeautiful - Lesley Roy

" a picture shows a thousand words
a song expresses a million words .. " (:

2009-03-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

Blogskin still under maintenance ! :OO
sorry people ~

Cbox will be up soooooonnn !
^^

2009-03-07T17:07:00.000+08:00

SIMPLICITY.

it always reminds me of who i should be.
who am i now
& who i wanna be

Each time i made a promise to her
but eventually i broke them
i swore & promise ..
but these lil things gave me the sweetest temptations
then i saw myself doing imperceptive things again & again ..
Initially, everything i did was just nothing
Just foolishness & regretfulness filled inside me

But it just going on & on ..God, give me the power to stop them

>>>

Perhaps,it's fading
i can see it..
or perhaps feel it ..

>>>

No more, no more ...Get me to a place where all begins ..
& i'll find her back
Protect her & make her proud of being me

Writing off these sins ive made ..

God please give me one more chance ..

2009-03-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

Bonjour ~

Yesterday

Happy Birthday, Cai Ying ~ ^^

Yuping "acting cute" :XX

wahahaaa~ she's going to kill me :XX

Today

Stayed back for Oral "Tuition" after sku
[ ahems* im so guai x) ]
wahahaaa~ :X

evaaa & i drew Mrs Tay while waiting for our turn xDDD

>>>

hahas, so ugly :X

then we let her see
& her reaction so cute luh~ :XX

" Dear girl,
what will be ,will be.. (: "

Time passes in a blink of eye
So i'll just be thankful for the times that i have right now .. (:

Studies MUST BE my FIRST PRIORITY!
:DD

2009-03-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

" Some things Are Best Left unspoken ... "

I don't want to have to see you happy.
I can't even bare to see you smile.
Now-a-days I can't look in your eyes &...
Well I can but it takes a while
¯If you're strong?
Told a lot of white lies to hide it all.
But they're beginning to break me down,
Though I promise it's over now.

I'm gone.
I don't blame you at all.
'Cause after all the things that you did for me
Got beaten by temptation
I'm gone.
Girl you're better off alone.
I don't want you to see, the truth in me.

Try my best to keep it all together.
Tryna take it back to where we were.
Never been to good at keeping secrets,
Give you reasons but for what it's worth
Lemme go.
What the hell would make you look at me the same?
Used to say "We're unbreakable."
But I just went & changed it all.

If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you,
I couldn't live with that! I couldn't live with that!
Noooo!
I'd rather give you no excuses at all.

I'm gone.
I don't blame you at all.
'Cause after all the things that you did for me
Got beaten by temptation
I'm gone.
Girl you're better off alone.
I don't want you to see, the truth in me.

You gave everything & honestly it's every fault of mine.
To beg you for forgiveness just seems wrong.
See, leaving you is one thing
But you've got to realize:
Some things are best unspoken
So please don't ask me why!

Oh, you don't want to know
Oh, woah

I'm gone.
I don't blame you at all.
'Cause after all the things that you did for me
Got beaten by temptation
I'm gone.
Girl you're better off alone.
I don't want you to see, the truth in me.

If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you,
I couldn't live with that! I couldn't live with that!
Noooo!
If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you?
Could you live with that?
If I told you,
I couldn't live with that! I couldn't live with that!
Nooooooooooooo!

Oh, ooooh
No no
No no
Oooh, woaah
Ooooooooooooh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh oh.
Oh woah, oh woooah.

(no title) - jay sean

I have enuf of such situations,its never gettin enuf ..
I couldnt do anything anymore, everything its not gonna be the same, i guess..
I should have learn my lesson, long long time ago..
But perhaps cos ive already knew things would happen
For every sins ive made to myself
" im terribly sorry .. "
& to know my only priority shd be my studies now,
" Perhaps its time to settle my mind " (:
so many sweet things, they shd be seen a lie sooner or later ..

2009-03-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

eye, eyeing, eye-ed for so long & finally ..

TAH-DAHH!

Whoooshh~ lovin'it! ^^

these few days keep getting hurt :\\
firstly my leg hurt from jumpin' =="
then next stomach pain
then lastly, bruises from skating =="

>>>
the following pictures content some disturbing scenes ..

HAHAHA~ must be crazy right ? =="

moving on..

Ichigo Bliss (Frozen Strawberry) ^^

Oohhh~ its so cool!
super cute also :X

Dont Speak - No Doubt

Dont Speak - No Doubt

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la

Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

a rather retro song ..

these Fears are redundant ..
i told myself, why treat yourself like bullshyt!?
you dont deserve these
please stop doing redundants
& better do something to wash away the sins that youve done to Zhuang YuJia :'\

2009-02-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

THE WORLD IS GOING SO DAMN CRAZY!

& i realised some people's words are just BULLSHYT, sometimes.
they wont think or really mean it as they say those words
Or perhaps to only ACT 一个 to show that theyre really good

For heaven sake, who do you think you are?
youre just a newbie, stop trying to change everything
& even if you do,please do think abt the other party's feeling

Just then, i realised how kind our former principal mr chia is
For at least he is a PRINCIPAL WITH PRINCIPLES

hell no for the unreasonable games rule,kuku brain..

2009-02-24T18:22:00.000+08:00

Just got a haircut which looks like xmm(xiaomeimei)..

yeaaa,really look like little kiddy ><"
hahaha~ moving on ..(:
have not been feeling well for the past two days :\\
shall not go into details huhh, "private & confidencial" !
hoho! x))
still thank god im feeling much better now (,:

Paparazzi - Lady Gaga

Paparazzi - Lady GaGa

We are the crowd, we're c-comin' out
Got my flash on, it's true
Need that picture of you
It so magical, we'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans, garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us it don't have a price
Ready for those flashing light
'Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah, cause you're my rock star in between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie
Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

Real good, we dance in the studio
Snap, snap to that shit on the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

Halo - Beyonce

Halo - Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

SUCCESS is what you have achieve (:

2009-02-22T22:03:00.001+08:00

Flashbacks..

14th February 2oo9 ; Valentine's Day

Tea Time @ Tambuah Mas ..

SUPERTEEN workshop (17-19th February 2oo9)

Peter ^^

Yuping & Ken (:

the course is sooo great!
mwuahahas~
& fans of Peter Lau,hooorayy! :OO
hohoho~

19th February 2oo9 (Outing with Cute)^^

Went PBJ-Pastamania to makannnnn :DD

Cute's Punishment :OO

My Punishment
> Chili Flakessss Peppersss Parmesan Cheese & alot alot of saltsssss = G.R.O.S.SSS, GROSS! )

Lesson Learnt : not to play with Pasley wit CUTE agn :OOO
hahaha~ jkjk :XX

hope these pains gets better, JIAJIA prays to god..

continue ...

2009-02-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

Recent movieeeees ~ (:

Valkyrie

Synopsis: In a country in the grips of evil, in a police state where every move is being watched, in a world where justice and honor have been subverted, a group of men hidden inside the highest reaches of power decide to take action. Tom Cruise stars in the suspense film, Valkyrie, based on the true story of Colonel Claus von Stauffenberg and the daring and ingenious plot to eliminate one of the most evil tyrants the world has ever known. This is the story of the men who led the operation to assassinate Hitler.

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button

Synopsis: Based on F. Scott Fitzgerald’s short story, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, explores the life of some one who is born an old man and ages backwards. Benjamin’s (Brad Pitt) life progresses in retrograde motion, from his birth at the close of World War I to his death at the start of the 21st century. During his backwards lifetime, he falls in love with an exquisite beauty named Daisy (Cate Blanchett). As deep and genuine as their love may be, Benjamin’s reverse biology makes a lasting union impossible. The miracle of the movie is that Benjamin embraces life fully and continuously moves forward on his journey. In doing so, he transcends the limitations of his fate

thumbs up for both movieeees!
especially The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button ^^

shall blog abt the rest soon
got problem connecting phone wit PC ><"
hoho~

continue ...

2009-02-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ~♥

blessings to all couple 有情人终成眷属! ^^
hohoho~

2009-02-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

Back with my bloggin~ ^^
simply love my fridays saturdays & sundays! swiiiit ~ ^^

6thFebruary2oo9; Friday

Tests for cations & anions in Chem. lab ..(:

isnt that B.E.A.UTIFUL? ^^

7thFebruary2oo9; Saturday

Trip to Changi Airport T1 T2 & T3

my artistic picture.. :XX

yayy, please agree that theyre artistic xDD
hohoho! :X

Lunch @ Swensons ..

SALMON & MUSHROOM BAKE RICE!
its super shiokkkkk! ^^

yea yea, another artistic picture of mine :XX

end ..(:

2009-02-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

im S.H.A.G, SHAG!
this CA-test is driving me crazy :\

31stJanuary2oo9; Saturday

JIAJIA 重出江湖! x))

Reserved for JIAJIA ^^

3rdJanuary2oo9; monday

the art of sleeping .. :X

tmr three subs, kinda lose hope on chem. :X

today went hougang point wit elaine
hahas we did crap so much (:
i couldnt complain enuf to her,hahas ~

but seriously,ive getting enuf for this changing attitude sometimes
so what if youre getting high up there
get the point straight that we're not backup-s for you

2009-02-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

today gonna blog about things not really related to me..
was reading for SS when i suddenly became interested about whats life at the middle east countries
how some countries in the middle east are like..

then i came across some images about a region that has faced severe underdevelopment..

Still, im really glad & felt fortunate being in Singapore..
not trying to be a great person but..
i realised people have been taking advantages of many fortunate things they have in life
not forgetting, i may be one of them too :\

So,
better be more 知足 about the life youre living now, yujia! :X

不要为了小事而埋怨,
要学会更珍惜自己! (:

back with my revision ... (:
JIAYOUs to everyone too!

2009-01-26T15:52:00.000+08:00

happy niu year everyone! ^^
mooooo ~

周杰伦 - 分裂

thanks zhuhao for sending it to me anyways (:

23thJanuary2oo9 - Friday ( CNY Celebration )

reach skool around 9.30
hahaha~ then mr Ang told Elis to marked me as "SBL" for attendance =="
LOL, meaning .. "Si Beh Late" =="
hoho! :X
then after that went Causeway Point with yuping elaine xiuqin wanpin & a group of boys (:
then chestnut came after that
watched 家有喜事! hahaha~ damn funny :X

xiao wei playing drummies :DDD

on the way home ..
the brown cat's so cute, but like very ke lian :\

looking @ another cat, who's eating food :\

its a long fun day~ :DDD

24th January 2oo9 - Saturday
happy burfdae to my dearest beebee! ^^

STEAMBOAT-O! :DD

Look @ beebee's happy face! xDD

today i give ..
will i regret.. ?
what shd i do.. :\

25thJanuary2oo9 - Sunday
went ahma's house for reunion dinner! ^^
CUTE apples :DD

hoho! guess which one is me!

beebee & me ^^

mummy & me ^^

& my phone camera's getting peh-ier and peh-ier :XX
hoho!

26th January 2oo9 - Monday ( 初一 )

wishing everyone a happy & prosperous chinese niu year! :DD

mooooo~ ^^

million apologises to myself,
从今以后我要学会更珍惜自己 :\

2009-01-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

reviving blog in process ......

16thJanuary2oo9; Friday

Lunch @ Hougang Mall Pastamania!(;
ADV* < newly open >
do i earn any advertising fees for that? :XX
hohoho xDD

anyways, BAKE RICE is simply shiooook luh!
thanks xiao-wei for the recommendation ^^
& i must be real pastamaniac, wont sick of pasta one (:

17thJanuary2oo8; Saturday

bought my skinny, finally!
hoho~ i super like that material ^^
then met up papa mummy & beebee @ Bugis
then go Pastamania visit visit awhile ^^

beebee is so addicted to bestie's PSP!

hahas, so i 'force' him to gimme this face xDD

hahahas, he's damn CUTE! :O

18thJanuary2oo8; Sunday

im so guilty..
guilty that ive haven do my homework :X
dammit, how to buckup for my O's
am i still in holiday mood?
YUJIA,better wakeup-o!
:OO
& thanks many who convince me to buckup for my O's (:

i really miss workin, tho' ..
:\

2009-01-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

URGHHH! my BLISTER is killing me ><"
thanks to someone :XX
shall wear double or triple layers of socks next tyme for ice skating =="

Considering my first time's trip,im very pro le okays!
someone still dont admit im clever xDD
hohoho~ :XX
omggg, so bhb :XX

dinner @ amkhub! ^^

it's a B-E-A-utiful day!.. ^^

2009-01-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

BACON AGLIO!
hohoho~ i must be crazy :XX

hahas, okays moving on..

o3January2oo9, Saturday
> Steamboat Outing with Pastamaniac-s PBJ ^^

高的'honey'! hoho~

高的, David & Ah hui (;

Mimi! ^^ hohoho~

David's funny face! hahahaa-s ~

Chen Hui 哥哥!

sat with Chester & the chefs ^^
hoho, so xin fu ba.. cos got chefs can cook for us! xDD
hahahas just joking :XX

then me and Chestnut'Bestie keep diggin' the icecream, but its really nice ^^

we waited outside the toilet
then Jasmine老妈 ask us what we waiting for ..
then we was like saying we waiting for choco-mousse =="
hahahas, so funny luh! x))

a very very shiok & full STEAMBOAT FEAST ^^
hohoho ~

06January2oo9, Tuesday
second day in skool, still a 'boring uh~' day
hahahas~
tmr going eat BACON AGLIO! ^^
wonder who's working tommorow, hmmmm~

2009-01-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

Ahmad Caught-on-cam!
hoho ^^

small lil' xmas hat on my baggy!
love'it! thanks SuanJu! ^^

evaaa's really cute Dove-choco ^^

BACK being a full-time Hougean!
yea, but im kinda sian of it
gonna miss Pastamania-life so much :CC
think that i'll go bak pasta every now & then when im free :XX
hohoho ~

anyways, yesterday today & tommorow i am seen at Bugis
hoho! sounds like some crazy people, keep going there
hahas, but firstly ..
there is like a place i one day never go very bu shuang :X
secondly, i wanna buy clothes! ^^
so must shop everywhere to find the one i really like one :X
& thirdly, got no where to go liaos :X

okays moving on,
officially lao-jiao of hougang sec..hahaha just joking :X
but so BORED! have been facing the same old place for the past 4 years..
:XX

went back Pastamania today to eat banana pizza!
hohoho, must be thinking im crazy..
yea true :X
then keep disiao-ing Ahmad xDD
hahahaa-s~

Lastly ,
CHEERUP CHESTNUT-BESTIE :\
& thanks ELAINE for pei-ing me to Bugis almost everyday recently =="
hahaha-s! ^^

2008-12-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

WAIT, dont commence me dead yet!
hohoho, thats so LAME..
but still, IM BACK! (;

think back to the past, there's so much changes..
yea, so much that sometimes i dont even know whats happening
but now i just got a point
im going back to the past
a simple life.. as a skool girl (;

In conclusion, im really glad having experience in Pastamania,
altho recently some whatever bullshyt started spreading
cos ive got this mindset that ..
i dont live for strangers.. i live for people who are impt to me (;

" so if you dont get the situation clear
you can continue crapping like an idiot..
& maybe watching more drama serials "

one thing is, i dont like USING people (;

okays moving on,
its been so long since ive last blog
i even M.I.A-ed in friendster
hohoho

Oreo-misu! its shiiioookk! (x

Paw Prints!

ytd hung out with chestnut'bestie
million thanks to him cos he often distract me from being emo
no matter is for people, or things ..
seriously im so glad we often make things clear with each other
so it doesnt matter whatever people say about us (:
still i wanna revenge him cos he blogged my fugly pic out ><"
DANG!
this photo shows a guy drinkin his colagen drinks, pathetically :XX
hoho, i also dont know whats the meaning of colagen
shop keeper also cant explain it =="

24th Decemeber 2oo8, Wednesday
* Christmas Eve
PBJ Pastamaniac-s!

hoho, i wanna go for interview (x

thanks Zunhao for the present! (;

Candy Cane & Ferror Rocher! ^^

thanks everyone for this year's xmas (;

last thing, im sorry bestie ..
still have the thinking that..
i dont want to USE PEOPLE like someone else do..
i will feel really bad.. :C

Continue ..

2008-12-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

hehe, small eyes again :XX
& its so unlike me =="

Chen Hui 哥哥's star! :DDD

Yesterday worked closing again
& heng uh,.. not cashiering :X
hohoho~ with me in cashier, MORE MOCHA FREEZEEE! xDD
cos im MOCHA FREEZE suey ren! hahahaas :XX

then me and 高的honey keep being very 'swiit' with each other
until Chestnut'bestdey & Ahyang uncle jeolous daoooo~
hehehe~ dont jeolous us luh! xDD
& bestdey was a nice name isnt it? :X
hohoho!~

then when im doing the condiments
strawberry哥哥 go behind me and act like some customer who want tobasco
walao! i kana pian by him lor =="
sia xuey daooo~ (^///^)

in conclusion ..
its a happy working day~ ^^

2008-12-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

shuo hao de xing fu ne - jay zhou

稻香- 周杰伦

Dao Xiang - Jay Chou

SUPERRR love these songg-s! ^^

wasnt really happy with the results,
altho promoted & go sec five then no nid care about the results de
but still, im really scared i coulnt makeit next year :\\
im gonna study DIE-HARD next year :\\
thanks everyone who cared about my results more then i do :XX
hehe.

moving on,..
Dear Diary,..
watched Twilight recently, its amazingg!
hohoho..
im so glad ive brought my best jacket there(;
its super cold! ~

continue ...

2008-12-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

hehehe! isnt that CUTEEE?
chestnut's pudding & my JIAJIA (;

have been playin Facebook's pet society to kill time these few days!
hahas so cute lor :XX

okays moving on,
yesterday work 3-11
then was like disiao-ing 'gan ren da shi-HAN' for her 'paiseh' face (o'.'o)
hohoho~
suddenly i feel like eating ...

BANANA PIZZA! :OO

then Cindy suddenly become very 暧昧
& me and ShiHan was label-ed 'Dangerous'!
then we went,.. SIAM! from her xDD
hahahaa~

Ohh! one thing i like about Closing is..
can work while hearing music damn LOUDD!
wooohh~ thats so great! :DDDD

Chef's eye view!

then i was telling ahmad,"outside look like heaven!"
hahaas, LAME!

hoho~ the light came dropping out!
thanks "air-con" uncle for his help! :DD

2008-12-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

MIA-ed for few days & im back!
have been feeling rather no life yesterday,
thanks chestnut for cheering-up!
& THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR (;

moving on,
Trips im so so awaiting for!
`watching the following movieeeee-s!
- twilight
- Bedtime Stories
- YESman!
`Outing to EastCoastPark for skating ( i super love the skates there! )
`Outing with elaine & co. ( miss them so so much!(; )
`Ice Skating trip @ Kallang!

Toilet Business!

my ducky's first trip to the toilet! hahahaa~

It'll all get better in time.. (;
我会快乐的, 万岁! (;

2008-12-12T13:40:00.000+08:00

Walt Disney - BOLT

BOLT Official Movie Trailer [1] -

this movie's awesome!
so sweet & funny x))
yea, watched two doggies movie recently
hahas, yea.. it makes me more a dog fanatic! hehe x))
~~Beverly Hills Chihuahua~~
~~BOLT~~
* YESman
* Bedtime Stories
* Twilight

yea im so so so awaiting for these moooviees! hahahaa ~
oh btw, before the movie started,
theres this warning advertisement from HuiGe from mediacorp to turn off you handphone
omggg~ so f-funny!
I LAUGHH soo damn hard lor xDDD

i remembered we're still laughin over "money not enough II" de this part

>>

another hilarious "turn off your mobile adv"

hahahaas~
moving on,
yesterday went bugis put uniform
then went buy xmas present for Pastamania 'secret-o-secret' person x))
yea, really hope he/she will like that present ;DD
& salty POPCORN taste amazinggggg! ;DD
sorry chestnut have to swallow them pitifully xDDD
then after the show still wan act like Bolt,
instead of super-BARK, chestnut have super-BANGGG!
hahahas~
i think next tym i am restricted from going PS's golden village
cos they'll probably throw me out xDDD

anyway, ive gotta save up more MONEY MONEY!
more exciting & interesting trips are AWAITINGGG! ;DDDD

只因为 ..
我比谁都更明白你的重要(:

2008-12-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

Jasmine's 老妈 Vandalism (;

如果的事 - 范玮琪

Ru Guo De Shi - Fan Wei Qi & Angela

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD 如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD 如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD 如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

im back with my refresh of chinese songs (;

have been doing far too much recently,
butilikethesefeelings..
still, im afraid ..
:\\

2008-12-10T13:23:00.000+08:00

Suan Ju's secret recipe! x))

yesterday really had a longggg longggg day!
worked from 10AM to 11PM
haha, hell yea.. call me pasta-maniac! (x
then today work closing also :x

& mocha freeze is fantastic! (x
thanks Suan Juuuuu! (x

只想愛你 (zhi xiang ai ni) - RAiNiE YANG

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

its been ages since i last hear my chinese songs
gotta refresh of it (x

只因为 ..
我比谁都更明白你的重要(:

2008-12-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

CHO-CO-LATEEEE !
yea, i super miss CHOCOLATEEEE-S !
since dontknow when i didnt eat choco le :XX
still rememeber im a choco-addict before the holidays x)))

so bored rotting at home
packed my closet & saw my skool uniform
ohhh ~ i MISS skooling so much now :XXX
at the same time im wondering how am i like when i return to skool next yr
cos everything will be rather different le bahh ..
plus, will not have tym for fun anymore :\\

i need sometime to think about things
maybe its true that i shd just put some things asidec :\\
im thinking, far too much .. (;

its just a little too much, silly thoughts ..

2008-12-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

So What - P!nk
So What - P!nk
sounds so nutty!but still, this MV is awesome!
wahahaha ~

yea,..
SO WHAT! im still a rockstar x)))
hahahas ~

okays moving on ..
one month @ pastamania already!
but it seems like im there very long liaos =="
still, xmas is coming!
i wanna go ice-skating!
santa santa, fulfil my wishes x)))

bytheway, thanks adeline'CUTE for downloading the three songs for me x))
& thanks ~~Sister~~'Nick for the choco too :\

这感觉已经不对我最后才发现
但从今以后我不再是傻瓜了 :'))

2008-12-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

hellos PEEP!im BACK & 重出江湖! x))
wahahas ~
com spoilt these few days
lucky ive got work to kill my time..
if not im die, dying, dead :XXX

okays moving on...
had an OFF-day ytd,
刚好 elaine also got OFF
hahas, then go Pasir Ris with elaine & Jasline to fulfil our wishes! x))
the breeze there is super cooling! love it ~
but then only enjoyed alittle only,
cos it suddenly rain after that, then we was like.. ALAMAK! ><"
hahas then we all ran into the chalet resort to hide from the rain :X

anyways, Ah Loun left Pasta two days ago..
gonna miss bullying him..
still, takecare Ah Loun :'))

& IVE GOT MY EARPIECE! x))
love it so much! hohoho ~

我不会再像个傻瓜了(:

2008-11-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

SHUCKS*, yesterday.
but today's gettin better
anyways, have to THANKS EVERYONE for hearing my complainings yesterday :X
wahahaha ~
& also sorry elaine i didnt managed to go enjoy wit you today DDDD;

Still, ive gotta shout'out/

Dear Mum,
i dont think its my fault, seriously
i know you care for me
Just, this is WORK. not a play-thang'.

thing is, ytd i felt rather annoyed
then on the taxi,
the cab-driver uncle overheard eveything i said to David & my mum.
so he was like asking me why i late for home
lollls, then i say cos of some work-thang'
then he like 安慰 me
then say something like..
" 做功吗, 都不是去玩! "
yea, i really appreciate that(:
then still taught me how to handle this kinda problems
like,if got go home late tell my mum 1st, all that ...
wahahas ~ very good hor?

but anyway, things got better today.. (:

大笨蛋 !
说出的话, 再也收不回来了 ..
错过的机会, 也不会再有了 ..
大笨蛋 !大傻蛋 !

2008-11-26T17:59:00.001+08:00

26November2oo8,Wednesday

The Way That I Love You - Ashanti

The Way That I Love You - Ashanti

I WANT THIS SONG! anyone has it? x))
but i only an received it via bluetooth yahh :((

& my MSN is down for the moment
only can use web messenger, put the function like so peh :(((

不想再想了!
但是心里一直不停的再追问我 ..
我到底该怎么办才好 x(((

2008-11-23T12:28:00.002+08:00

Done By : JIAJIA
Edited By : Nazmi The MiMi! x)
Title : "全家福"
wahahaha ~
- 高的, Ah Loun, Nazmi (MiMi) & JIAJIA x)))

wahahas ~ all were chefs, except me :XX

Today's 'Artistic' Drawing! (:

Peeeps! im back! x)))
anyway, i think my com is abit down with some spybog or wadever virus
like, go blogger or photo editing webbies
they will auto block me from going the webbies
then i have to go unblock it then can
hahas, think cos my antivirus overdue liaos :\\
but too bad, im noob @ setting up anti-virus stuffs :XX
wahahas ~

Moving on ..
Pictures!

高的 x))

<3 done by customer
CH go draw dontknow wad thing on it
actually it very nice one lor x((

Anyway, this few days keep workin, like no off day dao :XX
then tmr i off two days x)))
wahahas ~
yea but is i ownself wan de :X

& have to agree with ChenHui,
really work long le will sian one
last time i keep stay there,..
hoping time flies slower
then always wan extent my working time...
Now that my dreams come true, then i always work til sian
six oclock auto zoooooom-OFF!
no need people shooo me liaos x))))
wahahahas ~

Done By : Chen Hui 哥哥
definitely not i write one luh :XXX
wahahas ~

Dear Brain,..
pls dont blame me for not replenish-ing you with next yr Olvl stuffs :\\

2008-11-23T12:28:00.001+08:00

Sore throat got worsen today
i was like totally changed sound =="

anyway, today solo opening
hahahas ~ tiring luhhs ><"
thanks zunhao for the tips ;)
moving on.. ate Salmon Tombroth, plus Unagi today! thanks 高的 x))))

Shiooookkk bahh! x))

Parco Bugis Junction!(:

Jasmine still say i act cute cos i draw this..
but see uhhs ...
draw for customer, customer happy mahhs
draw for Chefs, Chefs will cook happier mahhs..
in conclusion, everyone also HAPPY mahhs! x)))

the following picture shows a something drawn by Dianne

happy guessing ...
Starts with a "D" & ends with a "N"
& evaaa loves it alot alot ! (x

its been such a rush
sometimes i didnt even know whats going on
gimme some time to recall whats happening,..

& perhaps another time for me to settle my mind ..

just stay & do nothing, let the whole world rotate by itself :