Sunday, February 13, 2011 | 9:48 PM
19:00, 13February2011Sunday
Is this really the end?
I once loved him so much.
I'm all mentally and physically shagged right now.I don't know what to do.I need you, I love you.. But if this continues, I will die from these sufferings.
I want a guy who will be patient with me.I want a guy who loves me more than himself.I want a guy to be my gentlemen.I want a guy to give me shelter and protection.
Which one am I having right now?
It's easy for you to give advice to others.It wont be as easy as you said when love comes to you.
Love really knocks you down. And now it's knocking me hard down and pulling me back up again.Should I go on and believe to see a change, or just leave for the better?
I really don't know, I'm in a huge dilemma.
I've repeatedly asking myself these questions. From the start of it till the end of it.
They say love is not about changing each other.So if both can't change each other, does it mean they have to break?They love each other so much that they have to see each other everyday.Does it means they can go on?
I'm going insane.Holding on is not easy, leaving is also difficult.What should I do?
I hate that I love you so.
I'm begging you for mercy,Everytime I walk out the door, you'll pull me back.But what's the point of pulling me back when you are going to make me walk out again?
You said you will change, and that this time it's for real.Are these truth or lie?
