Wednesday, December 15, 2010 | 11:24 PM

I've learnt some things through these hard times...

Love, is not about

just "I love you"

just the hugs

just the kisses

just the care

just the concern

just the passion

just the two person.

It's about the reality. And how it kills it all if you can't survive through this.

I don't know how much I can take either.

"Instead of blaming others, why not think about yourself"

I just wanted you to know.

I tried.

These tons of battles I've fought through.

It's really really not easy for me to go through.

Left a scar, it wouldn't heal.

I pretend, that the scars are not there as I continued to fight on.

That is just because I want you to know I love you but I don't want myself to get hurt again.

Every single thing I do is for you.

Every single tear I shed is my weakness, I know.

But every tear tells me to give up, but when I wipe these tears I'm pretending to be strong again.

I pray to God for you, I shed tears for you, I think for you, I care for you..

Everything is just because I love you so much, so deeply.

All I want is simple, peaceful days with you.

God, am I asking for too much?

Still I realise some things.

Often you think that you are currently having a hardest time of your life.

But as you go on with your life, hard times gets harder and harder and that's why adult say "I Eat salt more than you eat rice" to the youths.

It's indeed true.

I fear, what will happen in the future.

If I've got a chance, I wish that I will have simple loving peaceful days with him, my family and my friends.

My wish wasn't demanding, isn't it?

Labels: What would you wish for if you had one chance

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 | 11:02 PM

Dear God,

I'm really worried about him.

I love him so much.

I care so much about him.

I just want him to be happy.

I know there's somethings I couldn't change,

and sometimes bad things do happen and it happens for a reason..

But I fear.

I don't demand much.

I just want a simple and peaceful life with him, my family and my friends.

Please I beg you God,

even if you couldn't make miracles happen, at least prevent tragedies for happening.

I believe in you God, I know you love me.

Please answer my prayers.

Love,

Yujia