Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 3:51 PM

3oAugust2oo8 ; saturdae

29thAugust2oo8 ; friday

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all teachers in houganqq secondary & mr ansary (:

morninqq took bus with beebee to skool cox papa's car broke down ..



all the teachers seems really happie todae ; hahas all tables full of presents derhhs

Our class never failed makinqq mrs adeline tan happy; hambali and junjie actually want to surprise mrs tan by climbinqq up and hang on top of the class but mrs tan actually saw them from third floor lerhhs.. hahas ! sho funny lorhhs xD



took quite alot of photos wit mrs tan ; she look sho xiao-hai-zi in photo lorhhs ; hahas sho cute :x but shes leavinqq houganqq sec lerhhs .. really she bu de her lorhhs :'CCCC
shes like the only teacher who gave our class "mok-oral" exams when we're abt to have our prelims ..
hope she'll come bakk to see us when we're gettinqq our nlvl results ..









went to staff room to take photos with teachers again ; but with 仔仔 family ((:





yup-inqq & mr tan wee boon


> hahas was like di-siao mr tan when he sendinqq his photo to me via blu'tooth .cox his blu'tooth name is wee boon marhhs .. dhenn i search and i gey-gey ask him .. "who is wee-boon uhhs?"
lolll ~ dhenn he wan knock my head :x hahas

the teacher's dae concert de video very nice lorhhs ; the startinqq was like sho touchinqq and funny ..
the song also very suitable for the video (:

saw you todae ;was pretendinqq i dontknow you ..
why must you make me realised that we know each oher ; if you know im there .. i rather you to pretend you didnt see me . Or maybe .. pretend that we never knew each other ..
i told myself i was doinqq well ; pretendinqq i dontknow you .. like a person who have lost her memories ; im great ! im doinqq really well ! i will continue to be happier than you are ..
once a person who had my hart-ache ..我会比你更幸福的 ((:

after tadd went vivo woth elaineeee and xiuqin
Just realised that the IRs are build sho near vivo ! hahas ~ maybe lonqq tyme no go vivo lerhh bahhs ..
in the bus ; elaine suddenly suggestedd on takinqq a photo ! woot ~ first tym !But then the effect goes ..



LOLLL ~ too dark liiaos ==" dhenn elaine dont wan take niaoo ><" hahas
we all like sho tired lorhhs .. sho didnt laugh and crap alot ytd ; can even rest our eyes at mac =="


3othAugust2oo8 ; saturdae

sorry xiao-wei and xiuqin .. didnt go to the RSAF thinqq with you all :x glad to hear you all have enjoyed it .. since dontknow when i didnt go see that event lerhh ; hahas ..

Labels: 我会比你更幸福的 ((:

Thursday, August 28, 2008 | 9:38 PM

28August2oo8 ; thursdae

tommorow's TEACHER's DAY !

didnt bloqq yesterday :x

27o82oo8 ; wedensdae

didnt mean to be chek-ark with you but but i dont think i nid to tolerate these mockinqqs and suaninqqs from you.think tadd im the one tadd can be kana mock by you and you think its sho sho sho damn shuang ? think abt it again.I dont care what you think abt me cox it didnt really matter to me at all.Last tyme i was beinqq nice not to suan you bak sho often ; cox i GIVE FACE to her (:

28o82oo8 ; thursdae

Pon out early today to houganqq mall . hahas xiuqin dont worry luhhs ! dhenn we went makan at kopitiammmm ~ hahas wanted to eat ba chor meee sho much cox ms wonqq temptedd me yesterdae ==" durinqq her ss period , talked about ba chor mee :x
hahas the auntie put sho much chili lorhhs ; dhenn i kip drinkinqq water . say little bit chili become sho many chilli ><" hahas
dhenn went library to make our cards , i like crazy keep laughinqq lorhhs ==" hahas

28August2oo8 ; thursdae

Labels: im leavin' never to come back again ♪

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 5:20 PM

26August2oo8 ; tuesdae

didnt go skool todae ; actually already " chuan tonqq " hao wit elaine liiaos
hahas elaine jiao huai xiao hai zi =="

sorry xia0-ch0nqq ! really paiisehh :x i really forget lehhs .. really sorry :C

still, i woke up at 7.38 and was shock when xia0-ch0nqq called me :x
dhenn when bakk to sleep .
dhenn dunno wad tym woke up to pick up a call again .
dhenn went bak to sleep .. dhenn woke up again to pick up ANOTHER call from mummy
dhenn went bakk to sleep
dhenn AGAIN ANOTHER call from papa .. ask me about thinqqs ?
LOLLL ~ couldnt really sleep le luhhs. total of four tyme =="

dhenn elainee and xiuqin came over to my houe to make card* end up starinqq at the card ; dhenn hooooooray go watch tv :x
hahas ~
elaine remember scan me the photo ehhs (:

mum go naggin' again . wad i do ? come bak jiu keep naggin' ><"

and dont kip saeinqq his name please.wadever i do dhenn his name appear .its not tadd i really mind/care . but its gettinqq annoyinqq cox ive already said i dont fcukinqq like him. So please if wan can use ppl to di-siao .. but not him please.

im not angry or blame you all . just politely askinqq (:

Labels: im leavin' never to come back again ♪

Sunday, August 24, 2008 | 10:37 PM

finally got the pix of my tuition-mates (:
hahas but the file is sort of too biqq for my phone liiaos .. gotta use photobucket for it (:





Kavesh please be careful ; King Tan may get angry :x



another upload specially for elaineeee (:

Saturday, August 23, 2008 | 9:22 PM

23August2oo8 ; saturdae

SICK ! a sick guy , added me in msn and talk some sick rubbish ==" loll ~
the last thinqq i replied him is "siao uhhs ? crazy ! go and die luhhs " o.o
hahas ~ sounds really bad but he's really sick =="

todae yupinqq xiuen and xiuqin came my house play roller blade and bike (: didnt crap much today ; maybe cause of the weather bahhs .. sho cold lorhhs :x

suppose to be studyinqq ><" howhowhow ?

23August2oo8 ; saturdae

given a chance to turn bak tyme , i will not change a thinqq (:

Labels: im leavin' never to come back again ♪

Friday, August 22, 2008 | 9:07 PM

22August2oo8 ; fridae

SUPER stunning ! Zhang Y.N played table tennis is like sho cool luhhs . watch her match vs WANG nam in the table tennis singles. its very stunning o.o
its like i watch her every move and she is like controllinqq the ball luhhs .. she spike it and the ball actually go straight .. hit the table and it suddenly change direction itself ; was sho surprisinqq lorhhs .. super nice ((:



Happy Burfdae Esther C:
went to amkhub to celebrate esther burfdae .. took alot alot of photo :DDD



> me and elaineee was like lame-inqq about the cake .. bought from "bangala-solo" (bangawang solo) :X











elaineeee thanks for helpinqq me today ; really was glad ((: & bytheway finally agree to take two person photo wit meeee :DDDD lollll ~

22August2oo8 ; fridae

Labels: im leavin' never to come back again ♪

Thursday, August 21, 2008 | 6:08 PM

21August2oo8 ; thursdae

Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

[Chorus:]
Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never to come back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you're the baddest little thing that I've ever seen
So I'm gonna ask you one time if you got a man

[Chorus]

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...

[Chorus]

TWELVE more daes to Nlvl ! must study liiaos uhhhs ; but kipp gettinqq tired luhhs .. like sick of exams liiaos ><"

21August2oo8 ; thursdae

Labels: im leavin' never to come back again ♪

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 | 4:54 PM

2oAugust2oo8 ; wednesdae (2o.o8.2oo8)

Finally ! figure-edd out how to use the template for New bloqqs o.o hahs was helpinqq a friend for his bloqq.. dhenn found out ! wahahas ~ feels sho great :x
okays .. maybe its abit kua zhanqq o.o LOLL ~
today took a "quan jia fu " of 仔仔 family C:

* 仔仔 family C:

dhenn when goinqq home de shi hou ; a stranger in the bus suddenly ask me where i bought my watch .LOLL i was surprise luhhs .i thought wad she wan lehhs o.o hahas

sho siann-edd today .. all the lessons sho borinqq derhhs :CC day by day everythinqqs gettinqq bored-er z.z

ohh last but not least . HAPPY 2oo82oo8 everyone (20.o8.2008) ;DDD

havinqq you out of my mind todae (: i played it sho cool walkinqq past without lookinqqatyou or havinqqstupidfeelinqqs (: if i close my eyes&pretend youre not there ; maybe i'll never dream again (:

Labels: If i close my eyes and pretend youre never there ..

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | 4:38 PM

19August2oo8 ; tuesdae

boooo ~ another bore-inqq dae .. went houganqq pt. and bought my bubbletea dhen go home o.o hahas paiisehh ehh elaine :x me and xiuqin like pian like xiao hai zi like tadd pian elaine go houganqq pt. sho awhile only o.o LOLLL ~

was quite disappointed in my chinese; i really hate it beinqq quite low in paper II..but overall was quite okay ;only got b3 ..actually aiminqq for a2 . kana suan somemore ; wt* . at least i did pass my fcukinqq maths sho dun tell me to shutup when u actually suan me 1st .
Finally got my peer councillors photo . my image is like ... totally not a peer councillor like tadd :x

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEU(: If lettinqq it go is the only way to make thinqqs better ..i'llgiveitallupandstopmissinqqyou .So sick of it ; Let it burn ~
你不懂我的那些憔悴;为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 ..

19August2oo8 ; tuesdae

Labels: If lettinqq it go is the only way to make thinqqs better ..

Monday, August 18, 2008 | 6:26 PM

18August2oo8 ; mondae

sho TIREDDDDD ! xO first dae of skool jiu give bakk papers liiaos .. can sae quite good also can sae siannn :C

failed my physics by two markk ! ><" but at least i did improve luhhs :x But still i dont like tadd near near passinqq marks one .. really pek-chek ><"

took alot pictures todae ! suddenly feel like takinqq photos wit people :x hahas altho my hair is super wierd todae :x





hahas cutee ! we finally took photo ~ we've got a 80-90 % alike watch ! both are cute okays ! dunchh suan your watch not nice lerhhs :DDD

痴心绝对 by Li Sheng Jie

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
为你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

sometymes it just seems like its the end.idontknow..whattodo ;whattosae .. imtotallyspeechless.Ifhavinqqyouinmyhart is a stupidd thinqq to do .. i will rather letitgo :C

Labels: 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天 ; sometymes it just seems like its the end .

Sunday, August 17, 2008 | 4:05 PM

17August2oo8 ; sundae

yesterdae i misunderstood elaine tadd elaine misunderstood me .. (hahas if dun unds nevermind )x.x
read her bloqq todae; we're like writinqq love letter ehhs ! hahas ~
didnt go out todae .. sian uhhs~ gonna packup the stuffs i rummaged all over durinqq the prelims period :x

todae SINGAPORE's table tennis is competitinqq with CHINA one ..three CHEERS for them & JIAYOUUU ~
recently Michael Phelps seems much more popular dhenn a star ; so many people idolise him so muchh.. hahas

keepinqyouinmyhartwhennotevenyourealiseit.idunwishh&hopeyoullfeelthesame.
Ifyourehavinqqanexam..iwillsecretlyprayforyou. Ifyouwannabefree..iwillseeyoufly. wadeveryoudoiwillbetherewatchinqq.notsaeinqq a single word;cox i dontniddasinglethinqqfromyou..idontwanttheworldtoknow .. Just keepinqq it in myhart .It will just make me smile (:

17August2oo8 ; sundae

Labels: lookinqq at the empty sit ; pretendinqq youre there (:

Saturday, August 16, 2008 | 1:01 PM

16August2oo8 ; saturdae

yesterdae went east coast wit elaine xiuqin yupinqq & jasline.
the breeze is super good and the weather is super nice lorhhs (: the journey is like sho lonqq luhhs; wan to sleep liiaos :x dhenn henqq i realise its the stop to alight in tyme; wait kana scolded for "lu-chi" again ==" LOLLL
took quite alot of photos (: was havinqq some fun at the beach :DDD
actually wanna take a pic of the five of us usinqq self-timer ; dhenn the wind blew my handphone and it took a pic of the tree ==" hahas ! rather artistic uhhs :x
after tadd we realise theres some black black thinqq on our feet ; eeeww ! dunno wads that luhhs; i tot it was oil-spill or somethinqq; dhenn me and jasline was like blaminqq the ppl who threw the thinqq inside the sea ;hahas ~ disguistinqq lorhhs.. so we spend half the dae digginqq away the thinqq ==" elaine is the luckiest lorhhs; didnt kana anythinqq .. hahas

dhenn was like rather bad mood when she acted sho tuapai luhhs.. was like i didnt even disrupt her when shes teachinqq them lorhhs; she come disrupt me when im teachinqq her how to skate . block her road when shes tryinqq to learn. HALOW ! did i disrupt you when youre teachinqq them? i didnt even sae anythinqq when you act biqq and said they shd call you 'shi-fu' ; bytheway .. any person who knows how to cycle can teach the other how to cycle luhhs .. sho dun keep saeinqq that youre really pro ; it look ridiculous .. & its not b'coz i dun wan teach them; cox u wanna act pro .. sho i'll let you enjoy it (:

& elaine .. im really sorrie to make you feel that way ; i didnt even know youre upset. So sorry :'CC If youre unhappy wit the thinqqs i do ; you can dun mind saeinqq it to me ; i really will understand and will never blame you for saeinqq it ..
Beinqq a four years friend wasnt easy for many ; i really hope that you wont mind saeinqq thinqqs that youre unhappy wit me.. sho tadd you'll feel better (:

like the dae before yesterdae .. i really was unhappy wit the way she acted towards me .. but by givinqq you all face ; i really toleratedd .i dont care if shes jokinqq wit me .. or just simply like to bully me.Im not a person who cant take jokes but shes rather too much .

ifyouareherewithme;imissyouboy :'C

16August2oo8 ; saturdae

Labels: 赐给我幸福的笑容; pretendinqq youre there (:

Thursday, August 14, 2008 | 5:43 PM

14August2oo8 ; thursdae

xiiao-BUNNNN



elaineee & me :DD





FINALLY uhhs .. prelims over :DD
but Nlvl's gettinqq nearer :CC LOLL

went P.S wit elaine xiuqin & jasline; dhenn went to compasspt after tadd .. hahas really bored luhhs ; also dun wan sho early go home :x
and thanks elaine for hearinqq me naqq luhh :x was really pissedoff luhhs ><"

people you please skip the " part if you find it disturbinqq :x

was like "who are you to fcukinqqtreat me like a fcukinqqbullshyt . People have their own fcukinqqlimit sho you better fcukinqq stopit .
i dont nid a fcukinqq comment from you (:"

okays it sounds rather like a phrase ; but still .. can infer from my tone im rather annoyed luhhs .. can cross-reference also ==" alright ..im done nagginqq to myself (:

waslookinqqatheemptysitandpretendinqqyourethere;whenwilliseeyouwithyourcute retrospecs again(:

itmakesmesick.ireallydofeelsickseeinqqthosephoto.butitreallydoesntmattertomeanymore;wadhavegone havegone;ifthesemakesyou happy;i wishyouwell &wontcareabtyourfuturelikeyourfriendsdo; cox it really doesnt concernyouabthowwefeelanymore :C
awaitinqq for tommorow's east coast park gatherinqq (:


14August2oo8 ; thursdae

Labels: lookinqq at the empty sit and pretend youre there (:

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 | 4:46 PM

13August2oo8 ; wednesdae

cute tees & dress handbaqq :DDD





SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPPYYY YAWNNNNNNN ~
its sho sleepy todae ; im like brain cloqq durinqq exams . LOLLL ~ hmmm nvm luhhs ; never had a miracle in my chem. before . sho didnt expect anythinqq luhhs :x But poa was like .. wasted lorhhs ; if no brain-cloqq sure can do derhh :CC
tommorow paperII ; wan dan ler luhhs :C

went houganqq point wit elaine and xiuqin ; hahas . lame for awhile and met beebee to eat his roti-prata ==" we're talkinqq about mr chan ; dhenn kinda miss him luhhs .. still remember last tyme i di-siao him call him zoo-keeper dhenn he call me chimpanzee ==" LOLL its quite a memory :C

thespecslookssupercuteonyou:x hahas
ididntwannadreamanymore;alliwantisjustthefeelinqqofmissinqyouagain,that will content me already (: improbablynotgoinqqtoseeyoutmr
gonnalookattheemptysitandpretendyourethere (:



13August2oo8 ; wednesdae

Labels: lookinqq at the empty sit and pretend youre there (:

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 | 4:35 PM

12August2oo8 ; tuesdae

abit better todae ; not as bored as yesterdae and the daes before (:
physics paper i become ahTOOT again ! go do the whole question instead of three choose two ><"
geog also like tad lehhs ><" im sho toot lorhhs ; and somemore evaaa did remind me right before the test . like evaaa always sae .. "kill me please.." LOLLL ~
Fortunately , i didnt forget to read the question durinqq my maths paper ==" hahas guess cox ive learn from my mistake liiaos ==" better not repeat the same mistake durinqq Nlvl .. can really cry lorhh :x

& evaaaa rememeber to remind me to remind you & to remind me to go skatinqq on fridae :DDD really haven skate for a lonqq lonqq tyme liaos :C i miss skatinqq !


HAHA! couldntstopthinkinqqhowyoulooklike.itsnotcoxyoulookweird.. butitsjust..itlookreallycuteonyou.hahas ~ looklikethemsnemoticon :x


12August2oo8 ; tuesdae

Labels: 赐给我幸福的笑容 ; 8- D

Monday, August 11, 2008 | 11:43 AM

11August2oo8 ; mondae

BORINGGG ~ no skool again ?
probably goinqq to be studyinqq later :CC

yesterdae went amkhub. i keep goinqq there luhhs .. dunno since when i just went there before .. dhenn yesterdae went again =="
but dhenn bought a slipper luhhs .. sho not tadd bad ((:
hahas

im really lostwithoutyou;itslike i nidd somethinqq tobefilledinmyhart sho tadd i could find a route to everythinqq in my life.andtheresnootherpeopleexcept you .imreallygoinqq crazy ><" comeback,willyou? makemefind the way bakk into life.withoutthinkinqqofyouicouldnt do anythinqq :C



god bless my physics & chem =="

11August2oo8 ; mondae

Labels: 赐给我幸福的笑容 ♥ leave the light on to help me see ..

Saturday, August 9, 2008 | 8:57 PM

o9August2oo8 ; saturdae

happy 43rd burfdae singapore :DD
NDP was quite nice ; exp the spectacular fireworks ! sho nice lorhhs ((:

watched "calefare" & "first class" just now .. LOL
calefare was quite funnie luhhs ; esp the part the guy sae he went bollywood act "cryinqq scenes" no nidd use the eye lotion ; just wear the underwear three size smaller o.o hahas ~ SUPERR funny luhhs !

the marchinqq ceremony make me feel like marchinqq lorhhs .. but too late liaos ; already too old to march :x but i remembered the past when im wearinqq a uniform and marchinqq ; the feelinqq like sho shiok luhhs :x dunno how to describe it but its just like very nice de feelinqq lorhh (:
their marchinqq its just .. great !

back to single-HOOD (: never to dream again .

o9August2oo8 ; saturdae

Labels: So be it ; im will never dream again . happy burfdae singapore C:

Friday, August 8, 2008 | 9:27 PM

o8August2oo8 ; fridae

beijinqq olympics have started! goodlucks to everyone takinqq part in the olympics ;DDD

didnt go skool todae; hahas..
henqq lorhhs ; heard tad is sho siann ; hahas
instead went bugis wit elaine and xiuqin :DD went to buy my watch .. really abit borinqq de feelinqq without a watch :x



i was like jokinqq to elaine tadd the bottom cute cute thinqq look like her lorhhs ; hahas ~


imnotmissinqqyou; at least for a moment ,.. for now (: imupsetyesterdae;lookwadyouvedone.. youve made a fool out of everyone; out of me .
i will be independent . Like i always do .. afterivelostthepast-them;ivelearnt to stand up ; each cry made me grew stronger ; made me feltmorelikean independent women .Perhaps a thanks to all hartbreaker.. for makinqq me stand up like who am i now ; a person who avoid dreaminqq or relyinqq on anyone . idontfeellikeimmissinqq you todae . Gratsme ; iwillletyou off my mind real soon (((:


if we hold on together



Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I


happy burfdae singapore for tommorow !

o8August2oo8 ; fridae

Labels: So be it ; im will never dream again . each cry made me grow up (:

Thursday, August 7, 2008 | 7:55 PM

o7August2oo8 ; thursdae

my breakfast ! cute ehhs C:



this one is ytd one ; a stupid banner out of-boredom =="



todae went watch "money not enough II" hahas its a rather touchinqq movie; erms not rather .. is very touchinqq lorhhs x.x
hahas was like the part the ahma die i was like really cry lorhhs.. okays i noe its sho dui lian luhhs ;but really very gan ren lehhs ;x
nice movie (((:

saw this ex-student very entertaininqq lehhs ==" but at the same tyme its like find tadd he very familiar ; like dunno who know him dhenn tell me before ; rather familiar ..
and saw menqq-soon also ; really never realise is him lorhhs .. walk dhenn saw a person look sho familiar.. hahas paiisehh uhhs ..

i dunchh care anymore ; i wish i could be like tadd more often shoicouldforgetyou C:

o7August2oo8 ; thursdae

Labels: So be it ; im will never dream again .

Wednesday, August 6, 2008 | 3:24 PM

o6August2oo8 ; wednesdae

super no mood now . i also dunno why ; dun feel like talkinqq singinqq or sleepinqq :C really dunno wad to do ; i noe tmr got geog exams ; yet really no mood to study now
todae's exams is really sian til no wan sian one ; dunno wad moe de chinese exams .

So be it . if your every action now tells me tadd its my imagination ; dhenn so be it .. i dunch wan be inmyowndreamanymore.itstotally useless..
alittle contentedcoximsittinqqnearyoutodayintheexaminationhall;but does it even mattertoyou? Perhaps not .No longer be .
Im sho foolish,its like im repeatinqq the sameoldpast.ihated-beinqqshostupid.
如果看见的是一场梦;我恨不得放弃;不再继续想你了
在你身旁默默地看着你;但这一切都将结束了.

im really sick . real sick&tired of everystupidlittlethinqqs;feel like screaminqq my lunqqs out :'CC


o6August2oo8 ; wednesdae

Labels: So be it ; i will never dream again :'CC

Tuesday, August 5, 2008 | 4:55 PM

o5August2oo8 ; tuesdae

LOL .. really funny ;x



chinese paper todae !
paper I was like ... in front quite difficult ; but the last section is like easy luhhs C:
paper II is quite okay for me ; cox i got an idea of the story early before i did my "yinqq yong wen" ; hahas hope to score well bahhs .. Olvl paper i dun dare see the results .. cox i noe it wouldnt be good :CC


HIGH VOLTAGE - BEWARE *



hahas if cant see properly ; its actually the light hanginqq down :x

if everythinqq was just my imagination;iwillmakeit a PAST and perhaps never to believe it again.ivemissyoutillicanno-longermissyouanymore.if its all fake ; i will never dream again .if keepinqq you happy is my aim ..
didntseeyoutodae;wasdisappointed;perhapsyouresick?butdhenn ..doesiteven matter ?
iwontwanttomissyouagain :C



o5August2oo8 ; tuesdae

Labels: if its all just an imagination ; i shall never dream again .

Monday, August 4, 2008 | 5:57 PM

o4August2oo8 ; mondae

YAWNNNNNNNNNNN~ sho tired lorhhs ; really sick todae :CC
flu finish liiaos dhenn comes the coughinqq ><" really hope i'll be healthy again REAL soon ! yesterdae didnt sleep well ; kept coughinqq :CCC
henqq i wasnt too tired durinqq the examinations todae :\

todae had Maths Paper I & SocialStudies. maths was like quite difficult; guess ive already counted how many marks ive lost in the test ==" but wasnt really TAD bad luhhs :\
SS can faint :C i was like siann at first ; i looked around (as i was sittinqq farfar far~ back behind) and saw many people heads down liaos ; ownself also started givinqq up a little ;dhenn after tadd continue doinqq . hope tadd i could get some marks for SE-Q ; wrote rubbish lorhhs . as i was takinqq too much tyme sian-inqq for SE-Q ; i have got left not much tyme for S-BQ :X was like chionginqq when i saw the tyme's runninqq up :'C

tommorow's chinese; everyone good lucks C:

thanks henry for wishinqq me lucks this morninqq too :DDD

showadd?areyoutellinqqmeitsjustafairytale? dunchhdothisagainplease;cox youretheonlyonewho makesme smile to myself whenever i try to act the wayyoudo ..it really makes me smile :x makeme foolish-lysmileto myself again :C

o4August2oo8 ; mondae

Labels: ♥ 赐给我幸福的笑容 ; if keepinqq you happie is my aim ...

Sunday, August 3, 2008 | 4:17 PM

o3August2oo8 ; sundae

suppose to be studyinqq right now ;the weather is sho warm tadd i suddenly hav no mood to study :C halow ! tommorow's exams lehhhs ! faster study ><"

yesterdae just changed my bloqq's sonqq ; i find the sonqq's quite meaninqqful (:

Plaine White Tee's -Hey There Delilah

Hey there Delilah,
What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away,
But girl tonight you look so pretty,
Yes you do,
Time Square can’t shine as bright as you,
I swear it’s true.

Hey there Delilah,
Don’t you worry about the distance,
I’m right there if you get lonely,
Give this song another listen,
Close your eyes,
Listen to my voice it’s my disguise,
I’m by your side.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me.

Hey there Delilah,
I know times are getting hard,
But just believe me girl some day,
I'll pay the bills with this guitar,
We'll have it good,
We'll have the life we knew we would,
My word is good.

Hey there Delilah,
I’ve got so much left to say,
If every simple song I wrote to you,
Would take your breath away,
I’d write it all,
Even more in love with me you’d fall,
We’d have it all.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me.

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they’ve got planes and trains and cars,
I’d walk to you if I had no other way,
Our friends would all make fun of us,
And we'll just laugh along because,
We know that none of them have felt this way,
Delilah I can promise you,
That by the time that we get through,
The world will never ever be the same,
And you’re to blame.

Hey there Delilah you be good,
And don’t you miss me,
Two more years and you’ll be done with school,
And I'll be making history,
Like I do,
You’ll know it's all because of you,
We can do whatever we want to,
Hey there Delilah here's to you,
This one’s for you.

Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
Oh it’s what you do to me,
What you do to me.

Ohhh

boyireallymissyou :x


o3August2oo8 ; sundae

Labels: ♥ 赐给我幸福的笑容

Saturday, August 2, 2008 | 9:25 PM

o2August2oo8 ; saturdae

hahas im gettinqq better already ; mush better enough to entertain small kids lerhhs C:
but sometymes feel abit sian liiaos lehhs ; cox the person kip tuo tuo tuo ; sae wan meet dunchh wan meet like tadd ..
todae morninqq the mio tv service man come install the mio tv thinqq ;x LOL sorry papa i noe ive made you angry :CC



missyouboy:x

o2August2oo8 ; saturdae

Labels: ♥ 赐给我幸福的笑容

Friday, August 1, 2008 | 5:29 PM

o1August2oo8 ; fridae

this sore-throat makes me go zao-siaaahh ~ ><"
couldnt talk or laugh in a proper tone lorhhs ;hope i get well soon :CCC

yesterdae was havinqq some fun with a really annoyinqq act-biqq thirteen year old. LOL ~ got new updates todae ; but lazy taqq her bakk . Maybe later dhenn i do it bahhs (:

English prelims is quite difficult :x but really hope i can get better grades then my mid-years bahhs :\
wrote about self-confidence for my compo . hahas really hope my story wasnt out-of-point ?

actually was disappointed when i thought youve given-up on yourtest;but dhenn i realisedeveryone's almost done :x LOL..i was rather relieve,cox i heardyourenotverygoodatenglish,buthenqq,youdidntgive-up C:
seeyouonmonday ; im gonnamissyou :CC missmetoo,willyou ?

* Everyone ; goodlucks for the next cominqq exams ! JIAYOUUUS C:

o1August2oo8 ; fridae

Labels: ♥ 赐给我幸福的笑容